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The Real Me..
Member: (Shay) | Posted: 02/07/10 18:24:28 | Tag: Freestyle..
Kiid Shay I be thinking where the **** this **** come from
My baby tripping I wonder where we go from here
Shit is already bad enough for a brand new year
Nigga and bitches judging me because of what they hear
About the kiid on what she did from here and there
Fuck y'all dont know what i been thru for me have this attitude
Yall dont know my thoughts and emotions putting me in this mood
And **** what yall think I aint tryna be rude
Its just everything thats going on got me kinda confused
Am i doing something wrong or is anything past due?
Fuck...what i feel is killing me
Conclusions on crazy situations is drilling me
While im feeling trapped, everybody else living free
And i ask God, "why me?"
Free me from this pain which is hard to maintain
Im hoping that you would tame the demons that remains
Inside my soul
Please let me go 'cause I need to grow
In order to control the lows
In my hectic life
Take an example of this strife
When i had pulled out a knife
Thought about slitting my wrist twice
Suicidal hypes
Me and views of my blood flowing left me standing still
Which is why i pop the pills
To get that buzzing and the chills, got me feeling thrilled
I know its against the law but my decisions are strong-willed
So they will be followed 'cause they are made by me
And they will be complete
Shit nobody control me
Nobody know me
Nobody can show me
The brighter side of how everything is suppose to be
Smh..

I wish I wasnt in this place where people call me a disgrace
All my exes up in my face, asking me how could i do them wrong
Creating sad, love songs transforming into a movie gone wrong
Crazy plots come along, stirring trouble
Wish i had a double
So i wont have to deal with this ****
I knew this **** was gon hit
Cause my stupid **** knew the consequences
Yeah drama is the need my stupid **** wanna quenches
Petty **** with bitches
Dirty **** with niggas
Nobody ever knew so go figures
I was the cause that triggered
Using seduction with my thick and curvy figure
And niggas go crazy, not knowing they blind
By the lovegame Im throwing their way but they didnt seem to mind
When they cross the line
And leaving their girlfriends behind
I think its about time
To stop spreading darkness and shine
Some sunlight so everything can be okay
Smile everyday and be able to say "yeah im okay"
I hope putting all this **** out in the open make me feel better
And everybody get to know me better
Dont know how long im gon this **** go further
Damn my mom tripping She act like im tryna hurt her
She see me as my sister and my sis got pregnant
She was lazy as **** and took everything for granted
Got beat by her ex and put a hole in her own wall
She got an attitude towards me and she dont even call
I love my sis but damn what you go through isnt my problems
Desperate for money and damn on jay, how the **** you gon rob him?
Those was the choices you made
And some nights you got laid
In order to take care of ur daughter
Sometimes i wonder about the **** you done taught her
How the **** she knows about sex and she only five
I hope to god she doesnt grow up to be a hoe with a high sex drive
I tried...
To be supportive
But the mistakes you be making is making it harder
To call you my sister
Happy times we had and i really miss her
I didnt wanna write this **** and diss her
I dont wanna just be heard I need somebody to listen
Imma pour out and reveal every thought until nothing feel missing
I lost my daddy last year and it fucked me up real bad
He wasn't only my father He was the bestest friend i ever had
He wasnt perfect and he made mistakes that kinda made me mad
Had me thinking his death was my fault
But couple years back while he was out
Cheating on my mom and didnt give a **** about getting caught
Gambling his stress away and leaving everyday
Said he love me and do whatever to make me happy no delays
And the lessons he tried to portrayed
So I wont end up going through the routes my sister went through
He knew that **** was gon be hard for me to venture
I think my mama got a new man
Damm 4months and already she got a new man
Now im gon have to go through some bullshit again
I already know it before the **** even started
All i know is imma hurt him if that **** turn cold-hearted
He gave a bad first impression, acting like he was retarded
When i met him in the living room
Next thing he talking to my mom about the bedroom
Nigga im in the next room
Listening to the convo
He said he gonna buy a condo
I thought he said condom
Kinda had me scared cause i thought he was gon try to enter my mom's dome
Goddamn wtf is gon happen?
He said Dont worry There will be no problems
Fuck on outta here cause i dont trust you
Im not in the mood to be stressing when my mama gon need rescue
Make everything worse when she had trusted you
So **** you

Everyday, I try my best
Attempted to be best
At everything
But people wanna judge and they bring
Drama to the point
Where i need a joint to release my stress
Figured the best way would be sex
And these niggas so tempting
The truth is they pimping
And attempting
To get the clean virgin's kitten
Shit is so smitten
But i guess that's how it is then
Thats why i didnt give it up when
You was expecting it
Playing yall asses like cards
Now yall regretted it
Looking like retards
Thats why yall see me go hard
At spittiing, im probably not the best
But i do say real **** nothing less....
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polk county
Member: (polkcoz-finest863) | Posted: 02/04/10 04:31:28 | Tag:
lil fresa get money all day , strapped wit tha akayz
from the f.l.a thats where i was born n raised
u betta ask around cuz this thang aint a game
im the realest **** alive n u know tha name
and if yu dont juss call me shawty blaze
cuz we fire up tha haze erry fuckin day
and if yu got somethin to say u can get that fade
if u **** wit the squad we sprayin up ya place
west side all day we thro dem b's up
and all yall **** **** hataz better go and duck
and if u dnt you'll b the first one to get stuck
aint no changin it now **** u outta luck
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freestyle
Member: (polkcoz-finest863) | Posted: 02/04/10 04:21:01 | Tag:
lil fresa im not a chica but i can roll my tongue
i put this thang in ya life , call it bubblegum
my rhymes is bright like orbit or maybe bright as the sun
im the best of the best all yall lames is str8 dumb
u might as well quit cuz u wastin ya time
cuz i spit that powder niggaz **** sniff u a line
the weed so good itll fog up ya mind
we dont **** wit reggie only top of the line
im individual u know, one of a kind
yall **** more like a nickel, the mirror says im a dime
if u think different , **** u must be blind
**** what haters say this is my time to shine
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off topik
Member: (Off TOPIK) | Posted: 01/24/10 14:48:29 | Tag:
Off TOPIK off topik thee name/attach it to yo brain/now pass me the mic/im gunnah rip it up/like that **** tight/knock yew out/mae sure yew see no lights/nikka wen i kum through/wnt b no fuckken lights/icreate darkness/in this state of mind/searchin fer mah inner beast/jus wait nd yew will find/
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